24. TOO MANY SNOW DAYS

I swear Dallas is literally the only city in the entire world that completely shuts down for a little bit of snow.  Honestly, closing school isn't that big of a deal....but considering it is the middle of midterms, closing every library on campus is SO FUCKING ANNOYING.  I have been walking around campus for an hour trying to find a place to study for my 2 midterms tomorrow and finally found a place....so now that I have ranted about stupid SMU not knowing how to handle snow, I am going to start studying.

23. Stress

Stress is what I feel
Specifically now, generally all the time
I write it off as if no big deal
But, my body rejects my ignorance
I convince myself I am fine and relaxed
But my worsening Alopecia says otherwise
It is times like these
Tests, important life decisions and actions controlling my life
Where I get overwhelmed and ignore the stress
I pretend not to feel it
But I feel it
It is always there
But especially now
Now I really feel it

22. Creative Process 2

Psychodynamic Creative Theory:

The psychodynamic creative theory was developed by Sigmund Freud and is the study of the tension between conscious and unconscious realities.  I find this theory really interesting because I think it is cool to study how the brain works.  The theory discusses how no matter what you conclude from a piece of work, your findings can never be completely conclusive because you never know what the artist was truly thinking.  The study of how the creative mind works is really interesting to me and I think the idea that your conscious and subconscious minds can have completely different, out of the box ideas is something really amazing.

21. Rainbows

My whole life I have had an obsession with rainbows and after my dad died they always reminded me of him.  Since then, every rainbow I see I take a photo of.  This is one in Vermont, where I grew up skiing and where my dads ashes are spread.  This was the first time I felt that rainbows had some sort of significance to my dad and captured it.

20. Spring Break

~dreaming of nice weather and palm trees~

~Punta Cana, Dominican Republic.  T minus 4 days...can't come fast enough

19. Rain

This rain NEEDS TO GO
It is fucking horrible
Where is the sunshine

18. That awkward moment....

That awkward moment when you flip through the Dallas Cowboys Cheerleaders calendar and come across your SMU academic advisor, who was apparently a DCC, chillen in her bikini....I'm going to go ahead and say that month will not be hanging on the wall...could be a little strange